3days never blog liao. :P sorrie sorrie. Saturday service is wonderful! learnt something n did help abit of my problem. tok 2 mattew after service. went 4 dinner n tok lots of things. hahahz.. mattew know wat he wanted, dat's good! at least he got a direction 2 move toward. Mattew! 1word 4 U: be single-minded. rest of U: wat do u want?
balancing the WOG is not easy. well, gotta share something deep. btw... if got stumble U, click on the top right hand corner. er... tis r my doubt anyway.
God is a gentleman. but think carefully. do man have a choice? dunno God, dun obey God, dun love God(backslide), dun serve God only brought us 2 eternal condemn. lots of christians outside serving very hard yet not knowing God but they r ignorance, dont they? wat is true freedom?
truth vs tact. e.g. something made u very unhappy b4 the service start. well, u cant put on black carcoal face. but deep inside u know u cant even smile. forcing out a happy face 2 meet ur visitor. izzit dat tactfulness over truth? i know dat is not 2 stumble the other. but do we gotta force out our emotion deep inside us?
suddenly, i thought i lost the real me after i went 2 church. not saying dat knowing God n serve him is not good, in fact i think it's great!. if i said dat, i void myself. every ppl has their thinking, but wat is my thinking? i lost myself. will i regret 4 wat i did in the past, never will i said that. is only preference.
well, i had a soccer half time break in my christian walk. coz i know, if the doubt is not cleared. i only doing free labour 4 God. Almighty! enlightened the poor children of your!
a decision 2 be made!
went 2 sentosa again, but tis time is wif E. went there at about 9:30. lazy Sky finally can wake up early, somemore is wake up by his own. smile on the face! well, 2day weather also... haiz. get wat i mean? God like dun like mi 2 go sentosa-- once i get out of the bus, started rainning.-_-!!! bopian, wait lorz! rain stopped n i got myself in the sea, got difference meh? still drench-_-!!! try 2 swim, but as usual--still dunno how 2 swim. very stupid rite? soon after a while, the beach is full of people. yah! dat's summer! to my surprise , the surrounding huts around was filled with gals. well, u may think is alrite. but all r wearing bikini. well, i am also make of flesh.(eyes began 2 wander around). 2 stop dat, i got myself back 2 the icy cold water. Guess wat? the rain came pouring down. *pause.... God how?
making matter worse, the cg will not be coming down so early. Sky! watch over ur stupid eyes kaez... frankly speaking, i do seemed 2 know some of the gals over there. like i had seemed them b4. aiya, dun care lah... sharing the hut wif mi is an indian family. they r so sweet, they offered E n mi wif lasi lemak n curry puffs(made by themselves)-- mind u, the portion is not small. as they offered, i dun wan 2 turn down them so hahaz... free lunch! 5pm soon, the cg still havnt come-_-!! they said when they come, they will call mi. haiz! dun have their no. How 2 call? left wif no choice, E n i went 2 bathe. the toilet is so crowded! waited 4 an hour 2 Q. stupid rite? den found a new soccerball n volleyball, really no-one wanted it. so.. kekeke. ownership name gotta be changed. went 2 wash my feet at the public shower stand as they r really dirty n guess wat, 3 of the bikini gals i seemed came. wat next is evener surprising. they bathe in front of mi. -_-!! of coz, the got wear something. juz dat, i was feeling weird. i meant it is normal 4 mi. but... arhz... beyond comprehension. balancing the WOG n world is not easy! Not easy! *nod!nod!
humans, the creation of God...
2day went 2 sentosa... wow!! i had been looking 2ward tis day. wake up at 8:30, knowing dat i will slowly doing my things den go out. meeting them at 10 n i reach at 9:45... waiting isnt good! as expected, some ppl r late... 45mins later, all of them appeared. haiz... fellow sinners, let's pray!
began 2 observe the ppl around mi in the bus. wondering why God created humans in such ways-- the hands, the legs, mouth, eyes... n somemore the whole world is filled with Humans. y?
went 2 the beach n play volleyball, bball, soccer... haiz.. the stubborn mi wan 2 swim yet i cant swim. bopian, take the volleyball n swim. after a while, my legs r tired n i was at the location where the ground is 4.5m below sealevel. the lifeguard was like seeing mi in the middle of nowhere n thought i struggling... he came in an cannoe n brought mi 2 shore. haiz... i was like very paisai. too bad i dunno how 2 swim.
let the rain of your presence fall on mi...
rain came! arhhz... i wanna 2 suntan -_-!!! well, God is good! the rain stopped 1hr later, n i began 2 suntan. stayed there until 5pm n went 2 hawker 2 eat lunch... 5.30pm 4 lunch -_-!!! stayed there 2 play hearts, hhahaz... i not bad kaez... first game 6points, after dat all the rest of the games 0point... hahahz... tis proved i not stupid kaez...
time goes by, flicking my eyes another day went past. starting 2 think wat is life all about. hahhaz... but never really go deep to think about it, too lazy i guess :P. went to E house n slack over there, play 80+ round of bishi bashi. haiz... no choice man! E juz like it. btw... the E is not ethan, wait misunderstand happen... hahaz.
next, went 2 gym-- need 2 walk about 15min 2 get 2 the club from that small road. at the opening of the path, i thought of the handsign 2 get free ride, the lazy mi of course try it. although i thought those kind of things onli happen at the states(USA), hahhaz... a mercez stopped in front of mi... wow! that's cool man!!! i think i gonna try it more often.
after finishing training, got myself back 2 the path. started 2 talk 2 God, i got reply... not from God, but the toad at the drain...-_-!!
began 2 chat wif the toad 4 a while... quite stupid 2 do dat but i seemed 2 enjoy... at least the toad will reply 2 every word i say...
return home at 10+, bathe first because of the stupid SARS. den started 2 dig 4 foods 2 eat... dun care, muz grow fatter!
Sunday supposed 2 be a relaxing day 4 most of the ppls--slack at home, watch tv, but i said 'supposed'. wake up in the late afternoon, got scolding as usual, den forced myself 2 wash the toilet--i think the toilet started 2 have feeling 4 mi.
after dat, of course! the hyperactive mi rushed out of house 2 town. met up wif tony and started going around orchard. got myself a pair of jeans, but still short of clothes for the coming season. well, i hav 2 spend my $$ well n wisely. so alot of clothes i cannot buy :< another factor is also my body size... haiz... vowed 2 pump my body hard. best if i got the body of 'triple H'. hahahz.. but the first thing is add mass 2 my body... got 2 ask those fat ppl how they manage 2 do it man! abit mean but it's true rite?
wow!! finally i got my own blog, after months of wanting 2 have it... juz too lazy 2 sign up. :P
yeah man! a blog for mi to speak up everything i feel, i think n most of all, 2 complain! hahhaz.. donot get stumble when reading...
erhh... the top right hand corner is always there for u guy 2 press.
haiz... things rn't going well tis few days. suddenly, things around mi started to fade away, getting bored with the life i having... hahaz, feel dat everything is like a routine 2 mi. well, life still have to get going!
God please enlightened ur children, flourish them wif ur love!
back 2 the issus, nowadays i was like wanting 2 change myself. i kept finding faults in myself, the very own me!
my voice, my body, my ways in doing things, my ways of time management, my ways of spending money, and many more MY...
tis summer can be said as a 'training' camp 4 mi-- learn 2 dance, sing, try hard eat alot 2 add mass to myself. btw... dun laugh so much, i not responsible for any 'death' case. also if u know mi well i am the kind dat doesnt sing well n often sing off tune.
thank God dat he created every1 'unique'!!
well tis is the first issus of my blog so i dun wan 2 complain too much...hahahz.. God bless!
What I Adore________
Food:non-spicy foods/meat
Drinks:pepsi/greentea/lemontea
Pastimes:arcade/bball/cheerleading/
clubbing/dancing/ktv
People:family/friends
What I Hate_________
People:myself
Things:nth
Food:spicy foods/vegetables
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: My Happy Ending
My Past Thoughts___