hahahaz... i am back... 2dae is a pretty coolz yet boring dae. gotta go sch at 8 at usual and it ended at 2. meet up wif ethan 2 'chat'. hahahz.. understand more about balancing n guess now i feel much better. kekeke.... after a talk wif ethan, it was onli 3:15 onli... pls loh i needed 2 be at sch at 5:30. kekeke... i finally got an cca-- cheerleading! yeah! i know every1 reading tis will be shock. but calm down, i had always wanted 2 do something wif stunts n dance. realli like the ppl inside the club-- extremely nice n 'on'. the club is like not singapore cheer loh, it is professional cheerleading... american style.rockZ man! 2day den i know dat the cheerleading club had been 3times singapore champion straight. felt proud 2 be in ngee ann. lolx... tml finally have service... yeah!!! looking forward it. kekeke.... tml still got sch so tata.
LOVE IS CHEMISTRY!
Love is precipition.
Undissolving.
Forever pure.
A beautiful reaction.
A chemical left in exile...
Love is air.
Simply diverse,
Perfectly formed.
A blended mixture of elements,
Life bringing, eternally unforgiving...
Love is heat.
A flying spark,
Aluminous streak.
Flame tobe kindled gently
Fire to be fled patiently
hmm.... i got a busy day. as u guys can see, wat time izzit den i can go blog. suddenly i wish dat i can dun take $$ from my dad. really! he had been saving 2 make the family living in better environment. i now 18 n i felt dat i shouldnt take allowance from my dad. i wanna work part-time while studying. knowing it'll be hard 4 mi as i study in the morning n work at night. btw... my family have no finanical crisis, is juz dat is time for mi 2 do something 4 the house.
btw... i realli enjoyed myself on sunday. went 2 st.thersa 4 fun-fair. drag there by my sister-- called mi 2 buy tix from her. saw lots of indian there--no biasness, racial harmony. i was there from 9-4 coz my sister got duty. saw dionna n gangs n my ex-teacher who now teaching at there. play truth or dare wif my bro n fren at the disco--only place wif air-condition. i lost 1 of the round n i was dared 2 ask for a gal no. hahahaz... sky not stupid, of course i ask from some1 i know. kekeke... i cheated but no1 know. went 2 parklane n saw shirls wif the other leader... went play cs wif them n guess wat... the gal ULs r not stupid or com-idiot. although they didnt outwin the guys but they rn't lousy either. hahhaz.. i guess now is pretty late... so tata!
yo!! it is midnight already yet i not asleep. Amazing! usually by 11, ZzZz liao. juz finish watching an movie shown in channel8 called 'violent cops'. about an extreme christian killing ppl dat visit prostitutes. mind U, not only killing but also used the old tradition ritual mentioned in the bible. the guy believed dat he is the 'one' sent by God 2 punish the lustful guys. abit sick!
learnt dat not onli looking thing from 1view/source. u got ur view, i got my. but let see thing from many perspective. Do truth exist? how true is the truth? thanx God, only the bible contains whole truth. other den dat? do the media shown the truth? is there any biasness? even some of the global news may have biasness toward some news. God! wat has happen 2 ur beautiful creation? nvm... ur children is trying 2 be more christ-like. Jiayou!
hhahaz.. finally the zoning system is over, wow!!! now i am, at canteen1. enjoying the foods over there. kekeke... tis is already wk2 n i still in the holiday mood. wake up sky! haiz... suddenly i felt dat i chose the wrong choice of course. i dun really like chemical engineering-- i dun wan 2 work at jurong industries. feel if i can take mass comunication, how good? *i still in my dream, dun wake mi up! coz i wanna work as a DJ or something 2 do wif media stuff. juz oriented my goals n ambitions, feel dat i muz be self-disciplined. Hard? at least i muz try. kekeke... i will ask my leader if i can make it 2 multi-media team. wanna learn something about sound or lighting... at least 2 get the basic. juz sign up 2 take driving licence though my dad dun encourage. worst come 2 worst i pay the whole course fee. although it is beri the X--about 1K 2 2K. get myself a part-time job 2 continue my interest. kekeke... lot of stuff needed 2 be done. haiz... getting bz n maybe 1day will stop blogging. coz of not enuff time.
kekeke.sorrie!! long time never blog liao. coz got a beri bz life. well, i better summary wat happen recently. study kills especially when u r not interested in dat subject. stupid rite? den y choose the subject? hahahz... dun care! juz study coz wat u study might not use it in the future. the sch came out with the zoning system... wat dat? i not studying in primary, secondary sch. gotta get a tag around neck n wear it 4 identitication n onli allow 2 stay in ur zone--which means i cant meet my hoppie fren 4 lunch. haiz... the government realli treating us like kids. 4 goodness sake! if 1 of the students kena SARS, the rest will not be spared. y? if 1 ppl from yellow zone get it, n he happened 2 take the same air-con bus wif a red zone n blue zone student... still, the whole sch had 2 be closed down. wat is true freedom?
get 2 know a lot of new fren from yr1 n other class... y? i repeated 1molude.-_-!!! but at least i get 2 know more ppl. 1of the ppl in church had a problem n it is not a small problem i would say. suddenly i felt dat there is alot of problem in everyppl including mi. every1 is struggling btwn evil n good. y i din feel it in the past? izzit bcoz i grown? not 2 say mature but at least sensitive. i nowaday r beri sensitive 2 everything. maybe 1day i became SNAG... kekeke... dunno good or bad? i nid more security from GOD. pls give mi security, God!
sorry!! too bz nowaday so never got the chance 2 blog... but at least i write down my journal on a piece of paper... so now u guys r going 2 read things ages ago.
05-07
Juz a normal day!
today is my 18th birthday.[wait! only 18, not 28. i not dat old!]. went 2 service, the praise n worship is great. realli enjoy myself together wif E. finally every1 know who is E.(guess! who is she 2 me?) close but not dat close! erh... still quite close lah.
Thank! 4 those who remember my birthday n those who send mi sms. Okie lah! 5cents still money. sigh! no1 give mi any gifts. i know now economy crisis but no need so stingy rite? hahahz... only 1 18th birthday... :~~
But wait, i was thinking-- y celebrate birthday? it is juz only u r born on dat day! if ought 2 be thankful, it should be the mothers. they suffered 9mths of pain n hardship 2 give birth 2 us. addition, we children r notti n hard 2 handle.[maybe only mi]:P. So i take tis time 2 say: thank you Mum!
06-07
went 2 sentosa wif yaosheng and his fren. [yah, again sentosa!] 2 my surprise, all his fren r from jc volleyball sch team. erh... i only play volleyball in my sec yrs. even though i did once a sch team player. Read the keyword--once! hahhaaz... dun care lah. juz play! got 2 know fren from NYJC n AJC. both gals n guys. kekekee.. next time know who 2 ask out 4 beach volleyball. well, they r pretty good. hahahz.. they r not used 2 the beach vball so did not perform well...[if they perform well, i might well go home... no face 2 hide! sigh! i not an ostrich]. kekeke.. din really like some of them--abit of AP[attitude problem]. maybe coz not close enuff! enjoy myself alot playing beach vball--played throughout the whole afternoon. also dunno defeat how many challengers. after dat went 2 ABC coffeeshop 2 eat seafoods. ABC coffeeshop near timothy, jiemin n ps jeff' house. stayed there, eat n chat till 10pm. went home tired n sleep.[of course lah, tml still have have sch. 2day still play until so late.]
dark clouds overshadowed the whole town. arhhzzz.. i meeting my fren(yaosheng) 4 a game of bball. kekeke.. muz have faith dat the rain will not cum so soon(the best is dun cum at all). but the rain came pouring down-_-!!! no choice! went shopping at tiong bahru plaza.... yeh!! my favourite past-time-- shopping. bought a t-shirt at a discounted price. quite like it.
rain seemed 2 lighten. dun care lah, go n play in the rain... whu care about the rain? my back still hurts... but i wanna play.(wait ur backbones break den u know! :X) kkekeke... my 3point shoot-out still not bad... kekeke... manage 2 get in 30+ball... but dat is out of 75shots. haiz... less den 50%. went on 2 play street basket. 21points match--2point 4 3point-shot, other shots is 1point. kkekee... won both matches...21-10, 21-16. mainly scored by 3points... kekeke..*proud. but still lousier den last time.-_-!!!
juz now while washing dishes, i was thinking. only gals gossip? NO! guys do it too...(i meant every1, including myself). learnt 2 give the benefit of doubts n also praise more den bring down other. but still gossip.-_-!!! sky shall stitched his own lips.*hurtz.
kekkee... lazy Sky finally wanna blog...
got my back hurts like crazy tis few days so went 2 slp early. so hardly blog even at home. yesterday n today, i was feeling out of place... hyperactive mi dun wanna go out... 2reasons 4 it-- my back hurtz, sch going 2 reopen so wanna stay at home b4 i cant do it... kekeke...
hahhaz.. my birthday coming soon... yah! coming soon. n every1 happen 2 read it pls dun ignored. Pls!! get mi something... kekeke. promise! i will buy u present when ur's cum... remember horz! 5/7/03... write it somewhere where u often cum across... kekek.. hahhaz.. somemore the date fallen on sat.. cannot act dunno horz. juz kidding lah... u guys arent dat sweet. :X
"When will you stop looking at girls?"
"When? Did I? Did I? How can I not aware of it?"
"Yeah right, yeah right. I REPEAT: YOU DID! YOU DID! YOU DID!"
"C'mon! Junie! You are making things so difficult for me! Do you expect me to walk with my eyes closed?"
"I don't expect you to walk with your eyes closed of course!(I'm lying. Every other woman should be transparent except me!). It's just that your eyes don't seem to follow an old 'ah-ma' for as long as they follow a sexy-looking woman with big busts."
"Junie, you can't compare things that way. can you?"
For the rest of the bus journey, we sat within a distance of unfamiliar acquaintanceship. Instead of consoling me, Quan fell asleep on the bus(Grrrrrrr..... !!!) leaving me to play the mad game of jealousy.
Guys would probably say, "You girls are just too sensitive. Girls are attention-seeking monsters. Too jealous. Too insecure. If you have the beauty, you have it. If you don't have it, just be smart and be a good plain Jane."
hhahahaz... tis i thought 4 a long time... is it lust? but i gotta agreed, guys cant keep their eyes away from pretty gals. Guys' fault? how bout girls? do they look at charming dude? true enough? So let be fair...(girls out there! heard it?) also, attention-seeking, jealous n insecure... u girls cant deny it horz. *experienced it too much.(in the past)
girls actually have two choices! Choice1: To have it all. Beauty and brains. This package comes with an intelligent flair, a cute face, a slender figure and big bosoms. Choice2: To just hope for the best. so wat your choice?(some dun have the choice, but can work on it):P
Guys! dun laugh. it is just not ur turn yet.
hahhaaz... juz read shirls blog. found dat shirls is thinking a name 4 central/west/northB/D...
well, dat's my name 4 it--When Dogs N Cats Bite. as u (@.@), got N,B,D,W,C. lame rite? juz producing some jokes. okie! serious 1. Non-Believers Died Without Courage. courage of wat? of course is courage 2 know I AM.
Old fame!
in tis world... there r 2 beauty...
beauty of imperfection! well, 2 granny singing s.h.e songs. singing songs dat doesnt suit their ages. tis is beauty of imperfection. another 1 is beauty of regret. hahhaz.. tis beauty not many able 2 appreciate it. wanting something yet cant get it, hate urself but doesnt know it maybe a blessing in disguise. hhahaz.. 2day i will share a story.. it goes like tis.
Once i had an umbrella, a beautiful white umbrella. when i first saw it, my heart told mi dat i wanted it. bringing it out on raining season make mi feel better. well, time goes by. once a beautiful white umbrella turned into an old yellowish umbrella. Who want an old yellowish umbrella? how insulting? i wanted to purposely forget it while going out. y? so 2 minimize the pain between the umbrella n mi. i tried but always there is some1 who found it n return 2 mi. suddenly a day, it was gone. wow! but wait, i am not ready. U cant leave without my permission. i am firmed 2 get it back. i began 2 search 4 it. izzit in the bookstore? hawker centre? arcade? finally i found it in the cinema. i was very very happy. the taste was like when getting back with my old fame. there is a chinese word 2 suit it-- pou jing cou yuan. the feeling is beyond comprehension. looking the thing on the other hand, wat if i cant find the umbrella? wat if it is gone forever? will the beauty of regret suit mi better?
What I Adore________
Food:non-spicy foods/meat
Drinks:pepsi/greentea/lemontea
Pastimes:arcade/bball/cheerleading/
clubbing/dancing/ktv
People:family/friends
What I Hate_________
People:myself
Things:nth
Food:spicy foods/vegetables
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: My Happy Ending
My Past Thoughts___