went for training today. after so long nv train, i feel so useless. cant even do 10pullups. i think if i realli wanna stay in magnum, i nid to be better den this 3times more. go for it!
y use tis blogskin? it had its meaning. tis song can explain: *Everytime*
Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
well, my decision of not going out is right. the whole day i onli go out for a while--> cycle to buy dinner. (no matter how sad u r, u still gonna eat!) in the end, cycled less den 100m, the whole bicycle spoilt. the whole gears came out! wonderful... now i at home, think i will not be go out too! let pray dat the whole building will not collapse.
alot of things is running through my mind. i may break down any time, but i will tried my best to prevent dat from happening. decided to change the layout myself instead of waiting. sry to the soccer team n safiq,james and whoever dat is concern. i din go, my mind n mood is realli in a mess. cant get things rite. i think tis is the first time dat my life actually become liddat. i realli hope dat time can heal the wound dat was cut so deep into my heart. if onli parents can care n understand. if onli the time can juz pass mi by.
still waiting for kelly to change my blog layout. aniwae... i haven been going for training since the cas camp. bcoz of attachment and holiday. went genting on 19-22. the trip was the best holiday i ever been to. kekek... bought alot of stuffs without even paying for it--> dad n mum won alot of money in the casino. my first time in casino, managed to sneak into the casino n play alittle. won $100. btw... i din have ani money with mi when i board the bus. play outdoor/indoor theme park-->damn fun sia. lastly is the 'bumper car experience'. not going to touch on dat. too ego!
i wanna go for training, i now like an old uncle. got alot to catch up wif the rest. n sch is starting soon.
sad!!! din go for training for 2days. i missed training!!! they did 2-2-1! argh... i wanna train. had morning shift on wed n night shift on thu. night shift was a battle against sleepiness. reach home around 10am on fri. den slp 2hrs den go chalet. now i am at home, going out soon. go make passport den go magnum training den go soccer match den go for night shift. ASH, jia you!
things dint go well for mi, but stubborn ash is going fight till the end!
another song by jay chou :
ai qing xuan ya(chorus)
wo diao jin ai qing xuan ya
die tai shen pa bu chu lai
xia jiang de su du tai kuai
lai bu ji ta shang wei lai
ni de ai fan fu pai huai
da luan wo hu xi jie pai
gai zen me tao kai
wo kong zhi bu lai
wo diao jin ai qing xuan ya
hui xiang qi ni de ke ai
sha sha de hai zai deng dai
yi wei ni hai hui hui lai
ni de lian man man li kai
shi jian kuai jiang wo yan mai
xiao shi de tai kuai
wo fu he bu lai
What I Adore________
Food:non-spicy foods/meat
Drinks:pepsi/greentea/lemontea
Pastimes:arcade/bball/cheerleading/
clubbing/dancing/ktv
People:family/friends
What I Hate_________
People:myself
Things:nth
Food:spicy foods/vegetables
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: My Happy Ending
My Past Thoughts___