*sigh* yea It's been 1yr ago but it sure felt like yesterday. There was a moment in time when I'd melt into her embrace and felt like the luckiest being on earth. I need a break, and break away from the world. The scent of hugo dark blue, mental images of that smile, the feeling of bliss and the moments shared will never go away. I'm going crazy just thinking about everything that happened. Where stills of her float into my mind. Suddenly I'm missing her more than I used to; her alluring scent, that soothing voice, the way she looked into my eyes and just all the little things she did. The way she remembers every little thing about us and how she noticed my quirks. The tunes of Jay Chou playing on my speakers just make me pine for her more. Photos of her loop on my comp, and they brought a kinda warm feeling back. I didn't think it was this tough to forget about her. Aren't I silly? The biggest fool on earth? Now, it's too late to turn back. The hurt's done. The wrong's done. The scar will never go away. Now I understand the lyrics of Cold Play's "the scientist" coz it was what happened exactly. Where i tried to pull the puzzles of the science of love apart. When all I had to do was to listen to my heart. As Cold Play sung the words of my heavy heart..
I realise that at the end of the day, all i have is myself. Yet i am terrified of losing what little i have.
"It's hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."
-Dairy, by Chuck Palahniuk
What I Adore________
Food:non-spicy foods/meat
Drinks:pepsi/greentea/lemontea
Pastimes:arcade/bball/cheerleading/
clubbing/dancing/ktv
People:family/friends
What I Hate_________
People:myself
Things:nth
Food:spicy foods/vegetables
Music's Playing_____
Artist: Avril Lavigne
Song: My Happy Ending
My Past Thoughts___